cw: ableism, functioning labels, attempted suicide When I was 12 years old, I was diagnosed with "high-functioning Asperger's Syndrome". I didn't know it then, but this essentially translated to "you're basically normal, so you're going to get none of the help you actually need, as well as have your struggles hand-waved." While I did… Continue reading Being Labeled “High Functioning” Kept Me Isolated and Hindered My Personal Growth
Welp, I'm a day late for #RedInstead, and I didn't do anything for it this year. Whoops. Sadly, I've been having an extremely hard time balancing my IRL and online lives. However, my mood overall has been improving, and I'm feeling far more positive than I've been in the past couple of months. I chock… Continue reading Happy April!
I'm trying to keep this thing updated, I really am. Unfortunately I just can't seem to find decent subject matter to write about. So, uh, life update I guess? My mood's still suffering, as is my sleep. I'm still having nightmares about my ex, and I still don't know what to do about it. I'm… Continue reading Welp
content warning: abuse, self-harm To whom it may concern, I'm writing this blog post as a means of reaching the various areas of the internet I frequent in one go rather than repeating the same thing a million times. Alright, so here we go. *deep breath* I am not okay. I am a lethargic, panicky… Continue reading An Open Letter to Those Who Know Me
Wow, another post so close to the last one. Way to go, me! 😀 Anyway, today's post is going to be about something that I've been going through lately. And that is that I've been finding myself becoming more and more nonverbal. Communicating with my mouth parts is becoming increasingly difficult, and the disconnect between… Continue reading On Becoming More Nonverbal
*defeated wave* Hey there, folks. Elly here, with yet another "exciting" blog post. Well, it's 12:33am on January 14, 2018. I'm on my third Mountain Dew, and I'm watching Justice League Dark for the fourth time this weekend. (Hey, what can I say? I loves me some John Constantine ♥) Anyway, I've been putting off… Continue reading 2018: New Year, New….ugggggghhhh
I honestly don't think I can blog every week. I can't think of interesting enough content to make it happen. ^^; Honestly, this blog is just gonna turn into a diary at this rate. Which isn't very helpful since I already HAVE a dedicated journal already. Two, in fact. Well, actually three, but the third… Continue reading SKREEONK!!!